http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vNjH8QDpBFY
Here I am humbled by Your Majesty,
Covered by Your grace
oh friend.
Here I am knowing I'm a sinful man,
Covered by the blood of the Lamb.
Now I've found the greatest love of all is mine,
Since You laid down Your life,The greatest sacrifice.
Majesty, Majesty.
Your grace has found me just as I am,
Empty handed but alive in Your hands.
Here I am humbled by the love that You give,
Forgiven so that I can forgive.
So here I stand,Knowing that I am Your desire, Sanctified by glory and fire.
And now I've found the greatest love of all is mine,
Since You laid down Your life,The greatest sacrife.
Majesty, Majesty.
Your grace has found me just as I am,Empty handed but alive in your hands.
Singing Majesty, Majesty.
Forever I am changed by Your love,In the presence of Your Majesty.Majesty.
We're singing Majesty, Majesty.
Your grace has found me just as I am,And I'm nothing but alive in Your hands.
We're singing Majesty, Majesty.
Forever I am changed by Your love,In the beauty of Your Majesty.Majesty.
1.16.2009
1.08.2009
Lyrics...
I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She'll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She'll hear me out
And won't easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me
Aaaahhhhh....
I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who'll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don't want to be tied
To anyone's strings
I'm carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I'm asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I'll get away with it
Aaaahhhhh....
___
我的天是灰色 我的心是藍色 觸摸著你的心 竟是透明的
＊你的悠然自得 我卻束手無策 我的心痛竟是 你的快樂
其實我不想對你戀戀不捨 但什麼讓我輾轉反側
不覺我說著說著天就亮了 我的唇角嘗到了一種苦澀
我是真的為你哭了 你是真的隨他走了
就在這一刻全世界傷心角色 又多了我一個
我是真的為你愛了 你是真的跟他走了
能給的我全都給了 我都捨得 除了讓你知道 我心如刀割
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She'll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She'll hear me out
And won't easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me
Aaaahhhhh....
I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who'll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don't want to be tied
To anyone's strings
I'm carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I'm asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I'll get away with it
Aaaahhhhh....
___
我的天是灰色 我的心是藍色 觸摸著你的心 竟是透明的
＊你的悠然自得 我卻束手無策 我的心痛竟是 你的快樂
其實我不想對你戀戀不捨 但什麼讓我輾轉反側
不覺我說著說著天就亮了 我的唇角嘗到了一種苦澀
我是真的為你哭了 你是真的隨他走了
就在這一刻全世界傷心角色 又多了我一個
我是真的為你愛了 你是真的跟他走了
能給的我全都給了 我都捨得 除了讓你知道 我心如刀割
生命的缺口 quoted from C.
在一個講究包裝的社會裡，我們常禁不住羨慕別人光鮮華麗的外表，而對自己的欠缺耿耿於懷。
但就我多年觀察，我發現沒有一個人的生命是完整無缺的，每個人都少了一樣東西。
有人夫妻恩愛、月入數十萬，卻是有嚴重的不孕症；
有人才貌雙全、能幹多財，情字路上卻是坎坷難行；
有人家財萬貫，卻是子孫不孝；有人看似好命，卻是一輩子腦袋空空。
每個人的生命，都被上蒼劃上了一道缺口，你不想要它，它卻如影隨形。以前我也痛恨我人生中的缺失，但現在我卻能寬心接受，因為我體認到生命中的缺口，彷若我們背上的一根刺，時時提醒我們謙卑，要懂得憐恤。
若沒有苦難，我們會驕傲，沒有滄桑，我們不會以同理心去安慰不幸的人。我也相信，人生不要太圓滿，有個缺口讓福氣流向別人是很美的一件事，你不需擁有全部的東西，若你樣樣俱全，別人吃什麼呢？也體認到每個生命都有欠缺，我也不會再去與人作無謂的比較了，反而更能珍惜自己所擁有的一切。
...
所以，不要再去羨慕別人如何如何，好好數算上天給你的恩典，你會發現你所擁有的絕對比沒有的要多出許多，而缺失的那一部分，雖不可愛，卻也是你生命的一部分，接受它且善待它，你的人生會快樂豁達許多。
如果你是一個蚌，你願意受盡一生痛苦而凝結一粒珍珠還是不要珍珠寧願舒舒服服的活著？！
如果你是一隻老鼠，你突然發覺你已被關進捕鼠籠而你前面有一塊香噴噴的蛋糕，這時，你究竟是吃還是不吃呢？！
早期的撲滿都是陶器，一旦存滿了錢，就要被人敲碎如果有這麼一隻撲滿，一直沒有錢投進來，一直瓦全到今天，他就成了貴重的古董你願意做哪一種撲滿？！
你每想到一次就記下你的答案直到有一天你的答案不再變動那就是你成熟了！！
找一個懂妳的人也期許自己做一個人懂別人的人
聰明的人喜歡猜心 雖然每次都猜對了卻失去了自己的心
傻氣的人喜歡給心 雖然每次都被笑了卻得到了別人的心
魚說：你看不見我的淚水 因為我在水中....
水說：我能感覺到妳的淚 只因妳在我的心中...
但就我多年觀察，我發現沒有一個人的生命是完整無缺的，每個人都少了一樣東西。
有人夫妻恩愛、月入數十萬，卻是有嚴重的不孕症；
有人才貌雙全、能幹多財，情字路上卻是坎坷難行；
有人家財萬貫，卻是子孫不孝；有人看似好命，卻是一輩子腦袋空空。
每個人的生命，都被上蒼劃上了一道缺口，你不想要它，它卻如影隨形。以前我也痛恨我人生中的缺失，但現在我卻能寬心接受，因為我體認到生命中的缺口，彷若我們背上的一根刺，時時提醒我們謙卑，要懂得憐恤。
若沒有苦難，我們會驕傲，沒有滄桑，我們不會以同理心去安慰不幸的人。我也相信，人生不要太圓滿，有個缺口讓福氣流向別人是很美的一件事，你不需擁有全部的東西，若你樣樣俱全，別人吃什麼呢？也體認到每個生命都有欠缺，我也不會再去與人作無謂的比較了，反而更能珍惜自己所擁有的一切。
...
所以，不要再去羨慕別人如何如何，好好數算上天給你的恩典，你會發現你所擁有的絕對比沒有的要多出許多，而缺失的那一部分，雖不可愛，卻也是你生命的一部分，接受它且善待它，你的人生會快樂豁達許多。
如果你是一個蚌，你願意受盡一生痛苦而凝結一粒珍珠還是不要珍珠寧願舒舒服服的活著？！
如果你是一隻老鼠，你突然發覺你已被關進捕鼠籠而你前面有一塊香噴噴的蛋糕，這時，你究竟是吃還是不吃呢？！
早期的撲滿都是陶器，一旦存滿了錢，就要被人敲碎如果有這麼一隻撲滿，一直沒有錢投進來，一直瓦全到今天，他就成了貴重的古董你願意做哪一種撲滿？！
你每想到一次就記下你的答案直到有一天你的答案不再變動那就是你成熟了！！
找一個懂妳的人也期許自己做一個人懂別人的人
聰明的人喜歡猜心 雖然每次都猜對了卻失去了自己的心
傻氣的人喜歡給心 雖然每次都被笑了卻得到了別人的心
魚說：你看不見我的淚水 因為我在水中....
水說：我能感覺到妳的淚 只因妳在我的心中...
12.17.2008
To my ex
u know, I cannot hide myself in front of you... u always know my thoguhts and what actions that I will take in diff situation... I dont think I can find someone else like u to understand me so well...
when I saw yr blog, I know u did want me to treat u as a friend and share my stuffs to u.... I dont know if I really can.... but sharing all things happening to me is what I can do now.. (even u might be no chances to read it):
- I have tumors... yea..knowing it on the time that I separated with u and still have those "friends" inside my body..
- I am baptized on 2006;
- I did change few jobs and became a jobless few months…. Btw.. I did teach a computer class in cuhk extension;
- I am relocated back to Sh, yes. SH again...
- As u hv known, I get married but u might not know that I saw yr marriage news and pics from the amazing internet.
- I treassure u and yr family as a part of my family, glad to see their face from yr wedding pics and healthy... but bad to hear your ee news, will pray to God and hope she is happy in heaven;
- I dont know the purpose from God on letting me to see yr blog.. but I hope to see yr blog and know what happen to u in future..
To me, the meaning of friends is not seeing each others all the time, but I always treat u as my 死黨 no matter what happened... do u remember the time that we walked with an umbrella in a rainy day? ... sigh...
If you need me or would like to find someone on sharing yr thoughts, I'll be there...
when I saw yr blog, I know u did want me to treat u as a friend and share my stuffs to u.... I dont know if I really can.... but sharing all things happening to me is what I can do now.. (even u might be no chances to read it):
- I have tumors... yea..knowing it on the time that I separated with u and still have those "friends" inside my body..
- I am baptized on 2006;
- I did change few jobs and became a jobless few months…. Btw.. I did teach a computer class in cuhk extension;
- I am relocated back to Sh, yes. SH again...
- As u hv known, I get married but u might not know that I saw yr marriage news and pics from the amazing internet.
- I treassure u and yr family as a part of my family, glad to see their face from yr wedding pics and healthy... but bad to hear your ee news, will pray to God and hope she is happy in heaven;
- I dont know the purpose from God on letting me to see yr blog.. but I hope to see yr blog and know what happen to u in future..
To me, the meaning of friends is not seeing each others all the time, but I always treat u as my 死黨 no matter what happened... do u remember the time that we walked with an umbrella in a rainy day? ... sigh...
If you need me or would like to find someone on sharing yr thoughts, I'll be there...
12.07.2008
My Love...
It's been almost 3 yrs that I separated with the one that I love the most...
I still remember that day clearly... she called me from her office after sending me an email to breakup with me, then cried... Her crying and the painful that I had are still in my heart... In the time that I lost her, i couldnt control myself... I did lose >20 lbs in less than 2 weeks, did not eat/ sleep 3-4 days in a row and, the worst, did even think of suicide...
The sadness thinking made me collapsed and could not stop on thinking of her. Last, I decided to leave LA and went to SH which was her current living place. I know it's the most stupid idea on doing it especially I know she had a bf same time when she decided to separate with me...
Today, I dont know how I found your blog and read all of your thoughts starting from 3 yrs ago.. I am glad to hear everything about you even the news about yr marriage cos I know u will find the true joyful that I cant give u (esp when I see your pics).
You know, the biggest reason that I decided to stay in LA is not becos I couldn’t get rid of my connection in town but it’s becos of the nightmare GC application. After I proposed to you under Great wall, I didn’t even have enough money to raise a wedding for us; thus, I decided to stuck in LA for another year on making more money before I go back HK but everything is too late...
I pray to God all the time and hope you to have the happiest life that I wouldnt give u.. Thanks God to listen my pray.
I am not dare enough to call/ email you about my wishes but I really hope you can have the best ever life... no sleepless.. no saddness.. around u.
Yr smile, yr tears, yr 包包面, yr love - eggs rice with some soy sauces, our first met in the plane, our lives in LA, our trips and even yr anger/ sleepless at nite etc are always in my heart.
I still don’t know how to answer.. what I can do if I cant be with the one that I love… suicide? Giving up myself? Fighting her back? Don’t know…. What I do is to keep my best wishes to you in my heart and have all of our memory being with me.
P.S. I only can call you ex now but, in deep, u are always in my heart and I cant forget u in the rest of my life... I love you
I still remember that day clearly... she called me from her office after sending me an email to breakup with me, then cried... Her crying and the painful that I had are still in my heart... In the time that I lost her, i couldnt control myself... I did lose >20 lbs in less than 2 weeks, did not eat/ sleep 3-4 days in a row and, the worst, did even think of suicide...
The sadness thinking made me collapsed and could not stop on thinking of her. Last, I decided to leave LA and went to SH which was her current living place. I know it's the most stupid idea on doing it especially I know she had a bf same time when she decided to separate with me...
Today, I dont know how I found your blog and read all of your thoughts starting from 3 yrs ago.. I am glad to hear everything about you even the news about yr marriage cos I know u will find the true joyful that I cant give u (esp when I see your pics).
You know, the biggest reason that I decided to stay in LA is not becos I couldn’t get rid of my connection in town but it’s becos of the nightmare GC application. After I proposed to you under Great wall, I didn’t even have enough money to raise a wedding for us; thus, I decided to stuck in LA for another year on making more money before I go back HK but everything is too late...
I pray to God all the time and hope you to have the happiest life that I wouldnt give u.. Thanks God to listen my pray.
I am not dare enough to call/ email you about my wishes but I really hope you can have the best ever life... no sleepless.. no saddness.. around u.
Yr smile, yr tears, yr 包包面, yr love - eggs rice with some soy sauces, our first met in the plane, our lives in LA, our trips and even yr anger/ sleepless at nite etc are always in my heart.
I still don’t know how to answer.. what I can do if I cant be with the one that I love… suicide? Giving up myself? Fighting her back? Don’t know…. What I do is to keep my best wishes to you in my heart and have all of our memory being with me.
P.S. I only can call you ex now but, in deep, u are always in my heart and I cant forget u in the rest of my life... I love you
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I dont know why I have an idea to write a blog.. I dont even write a page of dairy b4.
maybe I would not find any listeners to hear my bs or I dont have any guts to tell my inner thought to others...
just wanna send these letters out without any recipients..
maybe I would not find any listeners to hear my bs or I dont have any guts to tell my inner thought to others...
just wanna send these letters out without any recipients..
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